Save Me

No power of hell, no scheme of man

Will ever make me fret from reaching your hand

I may drown, I may even die

But I will never stop, until you try

To, at least, go back to shore

And dive with me once more

I don’t know what to say, I don’t know what to do

I do not want anyone to come to my rescue but you

I cannot justify everything that I have done

And I know that I lost and you won

I changed, I was different than before

Please, just… just… pull up the anchor

I am here. I will never leave

Until you stop, think and believe

That everything has hope, and the future is ours

25 months, 7 days and a few hours

I would trade anything in the world for you

I would die and kill for you now, it’s true

I just need you to know, that I am changed

I ask for your forgiveness, set me free from this cage

I don’t want to eat, because that means I’m moving on

I don’t want the scratches to heal because that means I’m moving on

I can’t… I just can’t… but I should…

I just don’t know if I could.

I’m happy as long as you’re happy.

I’ll leave you alone forever now, I still love you honey.

I’ll always be here. Waiting.

Crying…. dying.

The sad thing is that I cannot bring back time

If only I did what was right, before I lost what once was mine

The thought of losing you, is too much to bear

From now on, I’ll be living on my own nightmare

With you, my life had meaning, my life had direction. We can be everything we wanted to be

I had plans, goals, dreams. All is lost. Because of me.

I vowed to protect, to love, correct, in sickness and in health

But I failed. Now I spend my life in the shadows. Stealth

Never forget, the day we first met, what we saw, what we felt

I swam in your ocean of love, you made my heart melt

I would give everything for us to feel the same way again

I would wait, no matter how long, I don’t need to know when

But I’ll always be here, I will never give up, always wondering

If you’re happy, if you’re having fun, and whatever it is you’re doing.

Because I still care, I still do. I cannot stress this enough.

Life is rough. Timing is a bitch. But I’ll try to be strong, even if the going gets tough.

Good bye, my imaginary world where dreams come true. It was educational. I will never forgive myself for hurting you.

July 10, 2014 | Categories: Poems | Tags: blue, break-up, broken, brokenhearted, fear, goodbye, hurt, Lonely, love, poem, Poet, poetry, sad, Sadness, surreal, surrealism | Leave a comment