No power of hell, no scheme of man
Will ever make me fret from reaching your hand
I may drown, I may even die
But I will never stop, until you try
To, at least, go back to shore
And dive with me once more
I don’t know what to say, I don’t know what to do
I do not want anyone to come to my rescue but you
I cannot justify everything that I have done
And I know that I lost and you won
I changed, I was different than before
Please, just… just… pull up the anchor
I am here. I will never leave
Until you stop, think and believe
That everything has hope, and the future is ours
25 months, 7 days and a few hours
I would trade anything in the world for you
I would die and kill for you now, it’s true
I just need you to know, that I am changed
I ask for your forgiveness, set me free from this cage
I don’t want to eat, because that means I’m moving on
I don’t want the scratches to heal because that means I’m moving on
I can’t… I just can’t… but I should…
I just don’t know if I could.
I’m happy as long as you’re happy.
I’ll leave you alone forever now, I still love you honey.
I’ll always be here. Waiting.
The sad thing is that I cannot bring back time
If only I did what was right, before I lost what once was mine
The thought of losing you, is too much to bear
From now on, I’ll be living on my own nightmare
With you, my life had meaning, my life had direction. We can be everything we wanted to be
I had plans, goals, dreams. All is lost. Because of me.
I vowed to protect, to love, correct, in sickness and in health
But I failed. Now I spend my life in the shadows. Stealth
Never forget, the day we first met, what we saw, what we felt
I swam in your ocean of love, you made my heart melt
I would give everything for us to feel the same way again
I would wait, no matter how long, I don’t need to know when
But I’ll always be here, I will never give up, always wondering
If you’re happy, if you’re having fun, and whatever it is you’re doing.
Because I still care, I still do. I cannot stress this enough.
Life is rough. Timing is a bitch. But I’ll try to be strong, even if the going gets tough.
Good bye, my imaginary world where dreams come true. It was educational. I will never forgive myself for hurting you.